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Monday, February 28, 2005

yuppi... g0tta 2 w0rk 2m0lo... u ppl must b thinking I'm sia0 ba... g0ing 2 w0rk still s0 happi, hey 0f c0s i'm happi lar! if still dun can't find any j0b, i w0uld be penny-less cum use-less sia... d0tx...d0tx...

and guess wat? Fion & m0i start w0rking on the same day!~ congrat...~ heehee...

went OCBC Khatib branch 2day...intend to have lunch wib Adeline & pass thing she wanna... but it l0ok kinda of busy & cr0wded in the bank..D0tx!~ can't have a chance 2 eat lunch 2gether lia0...S0b_s0b...

meet winnie, went np 2 meet jiali... w0w, damm envy her can d0 pendicure & medicure... thinking back my last medicure is last 2 years... oMg..~

then meet Fion went PS... spent quite al0t sia... kinda guilty... haven't earn $$ yet start spending lia0... paiseh har Dear!~ b0ught a pair of heel at P.O.A, super nice bracklet & Ah_p0ng's birthday present...

g0tta slp lia0... have 2 wake up earli... NiteZ Nitez.. ZZZzzZzz...

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

sianz... it sat again!!! had been j0bless 4 a week plus lia0...kinda getting m0re & m0re nervous...i need inc0me every m0nth 4 bills, mum's allowance, f00d & transport... m0st impt. buy things i need & wan!!!~ d0tx..d0tx..

quite em0ti0nal n0wadays...maybe dear r rite...to0 pressure or i can say to0 stress abt getting a j0b... last few days having headach... n0n-st0p...making m0i can't slp... w0ke dear up & "an mo" till i slpt...

frm tat day onwards, every nite is a nightmare 4 m0i...jus can't cl0se my eyes...the m0ment i cl0se, brain starting thinking wat happened if i still can't find a j0b... n0 $$...h0w my mum g0ing 2 survive.... dear can't simply jus support m0i & my family... h0w h0w h0w??? =( made m0i m0re alert than slpy... haix...

keep thinking & thinking...tears started fl0wing... every nite cried till i fall aslp... it been 3 days lia0... even th0ugh i tried 2 wake up earli in the m0rning, at nite i still c0uldn't slp... i m0re i f0rce myself 2 slpt, the m0re awake i am... h0w sia??? made my m0od swing...

s0 last nite, ar0und 3a.m...dear c0uldn't slp... he saw my sw0llen eyes...oh n0... tears jus fl0wing d0wn n0n-st0p... i can say i can't c0ntr0l myself... he tried 2 c0nsole m0i, giving m0i advice... i cried l0uder... d0tx..d0tx.. cried till dunn0 wat time...finally i st0pped & slpt...

0f c0s this m0rning, i can't barely open my eyes as it hurt & damm sw0llen... haix yo...arb0 n0t intend 2 g0 out... m0od jus swinging... can't decide whether wan 2 g0 Wild wild wet or Sentosa...ended up jus meet yl, winnie & dear g0 2 t0wn...

dear b0ught a watch at FarEast...hey very chi0 l0rz... if my hand wrist is bigger, i might consider buying to0... but it jus dun l0ok nice on m0i...nvm, since dear b0ught m0i a pair of earings which i've aiming 4 a few months lia0...luv it... heehee...

feeling s0 sianz, left yl & winnie at FarEast went cine awhile...then g0 h0me l0rz...

thanx dear 4 accompany m0i last nite... s0rri 2 make u late 4 w0rk... h0pe everything will went back 2 n0rmal... wish m0i gd luck..... =*

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

hey hey... didn't update n0wadays...heehee.. kinda of dunn0 wat 2 say... everyday jus went 4 interview in the m0rning & started to slack wib Fion... d0tx..d0tx... transport expense had made m0i sweating like hell... dun dare 2 wipe my atm card lia0... -_-"

let started wib thur, went this wdls industrial park! F*** sia, l0st my way... dunn0 is my ear full of shit or tat gal dunn0 h0w 2 direct direction... nei_nei lei, can u stand 1 hr 30 min walking up & d0wn in a industrial areas under a blazing sun... wa lau, sweating like hell... luckliy, the one accompany m0i is Fion sia... haix... jus suay lahz, ended up didn't went 4 interview... felt s0 stinky lia0 where g0t m0od g0 interview lia0... nb nb nb nb....

then acc Fion g0 IMM 2 interview... unlike m0i, her luck is better... 80% chances of getting tat weird weird j0b... dunn0 h0w 2 explain la,"bu la0 er huo de shi qing"... nvm, jus wish her all the best!!!

fri, went 2 this interview earli in the m0rning... wa piang, again i alighted at wr0ng bus station can't find the building... but this time i still managed to find tat bloody building...sweat like hell again.... and i'm LATE!!! heehee... Fainted, guess wat i saw when i opened the door???? over 15 pairs of eyes l0oking at m0i!!! *penGz...and m0re intesting part cum....i was interviewed by 3 managers...w0w, i was super sh0cked l0rz...they jus wan a sales co-ordintor onli lei... need 2 many BIG BIG ren wu to interview m0i meh??? 4get it... this interview last quite l0ng... asking this & tat... watever... jus gained exprience frm interview l0rz --- quoted by Dear....

finished interview lia0, suprised by Irene's msg... Finally, she j0ined Fion & m0i... resigned frm OCBC & bec0me j0bless!~ tat fast,jus chatted wib her 2 days ag0...everything seem well... she went to measure uniform, went 4 company dinner...unexpected... call up & started complaining 4 1 hr... c0s my hp 2 l0w batt...d0tx..d0tx...

went Fion's h0use 2 r0t...call her & meet up at nite... rejected us, instead jio us g0 devil Bar again... btw, tat her all-time fav hangout lahz... m0i & Fion used 2 it lia0... acc Fion 2 yishun 2 fetch her sick c0usin h0me... t0ok bus there & a cab back... this taxi uncle har, wa lau.... feel like giving him a tight slap sia!!! told him g0ing wdls ring rd & repeated myself 4 3 times... yet he still replied u g0ing sembwang har??? damm it, it he deaf??? then f0und out he was toking on phone s0 can't hear us... NB!!!! arughz... told him 2 take gambas highway, guess wat he replied? g0ing sembwang har??? OMG... let Fion settled everything & i shall diam diam... he started to give stupid comments like " w0w, yr kid har?", "th0ught s0 y0ung give birth lia0!", "both of u sisters?" kinda lame rite... nvm, the best part is he still has time 4 changing hp batt & l0oking at the mirror while driving... haix, h0peless taxi driver...i can say i was heng still ALIVE man!~

slacking at her h0use 4 dunn0 h0w many hrs.... went sengkang 2 buy her d0g's fo0d... ate this BIG b0wl of fish soup noodles c0st m0i $3.80 lei... heart pian sia... this auntie is an0ther wib hearing problem... i've 2 repeat my order 4 twice & gave wr0ng food... luckliy it tasty, arb0 .... realli nth 2 say lia0...

getting nagging sia... kk, time 4 bed... shall enj0y my weekend... maybe start w0rking on Mon or Tue... wish m0i all the best ba!!!! *b|eaH!~

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

d0tx...d0tx... saw yl & winnie's bl0gsssss.... why 3 of us having bad m0od n0wadays har??? suay sia!!! arughz.... hey winnie i'm free n0wadays sia... why dun u ji0 m0i out g0 shopping wib u??? heehee... onli u buy i see lar!~ d0tx..d0tx...

since decided then dun regret lia0... when u rest en0ugh lia0, better find a j0b 2 do... then every pay day we can g0 sh0pping l0rz... yeah!~ think kinda far lia0 sia...

as 4 yl lei... thanx 4 yr 'gu li' everyday at yr bl0g... heehee... can leave rubbish at my tagb0ard ma... or u dunn0 h0w 2 use... heehee.. jus kidding... praying 2 get a j0b tat suit m0i... gd pay, gd l0cation... haahaa... abit greedy w0rz... suan le, jus walk 1 step, see 1 step ba!~

all the best to ^S.W.Y^ .... U ger r0xz...!~ *b|eah!~

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10:08 PM

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haix...still r0tting at h0me!!!! d0tx..d0tx... yesthday meet Fion g0 t0wn & r0tted...since b0th of us r j0bless, why n0t r0t 2gether... haahaahaa.. n0t tat l0nely anyway!~ Aurhgz...

went to fareast 2 pluck my eyebr0w... l0ok kinda of nerd n0w...dun understand why? o.0" maybe can't use 2 it ba!~ went 2 buy dear's ring watch... damm chi0...luv his m0del.. heehee... *xi xin yan ju* saw an0ther one which has a dophine one it...w0w, n0t bad to0...d0tx..d0tx...damm greedy!~ =P Dear pay cuming h0rz... get my hintz man??? heehee...

w0ndering ar0und taka 4 m0re than 3 hrs sia... intro appl3 2 fion... after fion left, apple to0k m0i 2 al0t sh0ps... haahaa...kinda lame...while waiting 4 her 2 kn0ck off, n0e this ger selling maybellia products l0ok like 21 but onli 17... Oh mi g0d, n0wadays y0ung ger l0ok m0re cha0 la0 lia0 lei... sad 4 them... heehee...

r0t, r0t & r0t... haiy0... feeling damm useless lei.. staring at the c0mp 4 m0re than 4 hrs lia0.. time 2 get a nap... ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzzzzz....

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

OMG,the weather is getting h0tter & h0tter...cann0t tahan...d0tx..d0tx...arb0 intend 2 g0 Sent0sa & walk walk...ended up in t0wn again!!!hahaha...

went orchard,saw al0t teenagers were wearing the same t-shirt then get to n0e 2day has tat chingay parade on 7p.m...w0w, ar0und 5 sth...orchard was super packed! went heeren 2 listen s0me s0ngs...walked past 77th street...
Dear sp0tted sth...asked m0i which c0lour i like....and b0ught a pair different c0lour...i've the light pink & he had a blue one...

super sh0cked...c0s i th0ught this kind of thing onli attract teenagers...but w0w dear like it!!! (act y0ung w0rz...) heehee.. =P he wans black but was s0ld out..to0 bad, pr0mise to get a pair 4 him next week...

weird weird de dear dear suddenly like things tat i b0ught frm t0wn... like to wear the same c0lour of cl0thes when we went out during weekends... didn't give m0i give face whenever i ask him 2 take ne0-prints wib m0i... hahahaa.... think Dear Dear already used 2 my crap lia0... have to thanx dear dear to let m0i feel i'm still y0ung... date like other n0rmal teenager c0uples... =*

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Friday, February 18, 2005
rotting at h0m3... sianz....

to0 b0 lia0 at h0m3 lia0... s0 change a new blogskin... luv black s0 ch0ose this blog...thinking tat the w0rdings there quite meaingful....<< I'm n0t afraid to face the truth >>

hate the feeling of j0bless...even th0ugh there a j0b out there waiting 4 m0i 2 start w0rking... jus hate changing environment tat i used to it... have 2 try 2 shi ying my new environment next week... d0tx..d0tx... =<

kana cheated by Dear again... he to0k a day mc c0s he wanna escape frm IPPT... thinking finally he can rest a day frm w0rking and accompany... but in the end, he still ch0ose w0rk instead of rest ( or can say ME!) nvm, tat wat i always " w0rk is impt!!!~"

since n0 dear, m0i started to rot at h0me by watching vcd frm the m0ment i w0ke till 3 sth... finished the whol3 sh0w...lame cum stupid ending!~

have a l0t to write...but.... but... but.... haix... maybe can keep s0me secrets in my heart would b a better choice...

-=buai_buai...=-

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
hahaha...j0bless lia0...

2day was my last day of w0rk... finally get rid of tat HELL... haix... but sianz lia0... w/0 w0rk mean SeReNe g0ing br0ke so0n... d0tx..d0tx... nvm, will find it s0on...

ohyahz, didn't updates quite l0ng lia0... went chinablack wib yl,apple,wc & his frenz on last fri nite...s0 heng, saw dicks0n & his company...went h0me at 4sth, reached h0me alreayd 5 g0ing 6....d0tx..d0tx...damm funni & tired...

skip w0rk the next day...shagz...meeting winnie go yl's h0use...slacked at her h0use 4 2 hrs...then went winnie's h0use...s0 luckly, received 2 h0ngba0s frm winnie's mum & grandmum...thanx w0rz... then they proceded to my h0use & t0ok pics.... went kb0x at 10... sang until 3.30....feeling very tiring again...

dear b0ught m0i perfume (Miracle) 4 m0i...thanx lei...this m0nth very br0k3 s0 can't get any present 4 u...s0 paiseh...!~ =( went kb0x again wib Dear... then went 2 eat at crystal jade...*penGz...

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Sunday, February 06, 2005
DECIDED!!! Happi Anni...

after many many times of crying,thinking & ren-ing....realli can't stand them!~ decided to quit this F*** j0b after cny...heck care everyone else...say m0i b0 yong, say m0i useless or say l0ok d0wn on m0i can't survive in bank!!~ IT UP TO U...

jus decided to ign0re any c0mments relatives, parents or frenz....hey at least i n0e in this w0rld there is a pers0n wh0 supp0rt my decision...he is my DeAr DeAr... realli glad to n0e him...damm blessful....heehhee...

oh yar, happi 1 year anni. bear bear... thanx 4 this year gr0w m0i till tat FAT!!! esp. these m0nths kinda of stress frm w0rk...made u w0rri... thanx 4 giving freed0m 2 make my ch0ice...didn't f0rce m0i to d0 things i dun like... overall, never regret n0eing u... ppl like 2 say: i'm the m0st xin fu de nu ren in this w0rld... s0und familiar??? haaahaa...=D l0v3 U... muackz... h0p3 we can stay 2gether 4ever...!~ yea!

o0ps...Dear actually spent quite al0t on m0i 4 cny's cl0things... heehee...gave m0i $100 to let m0i g0 sh0pping wib appl3 2 buy cny's cl0things... ended up...he can't accept wat i b0ught...jus n0w still to0k m0i ar0und PS & bugis to buy cny's cl0things...heehee... total c0st him ar0und $200 plus l0rz...s0 paiseh w0rz... *_^,

went 7 st0rey to eat steamb0at...kinda of special c0s this is n0t a n0rmal steamb0at...it use hu0 tan instead of gas l0rz... s0up taste sweeter...hmmm... quite nice lei...but to0 bad lar, i'm having a bad flu s0 can't realli taste the f0ods... d0tx...d0tx... here c0me a "ang mo" couple... the guy request 4 a an0ther chair...he c0mplained the seat is to0 small 4 him, he has a BIG butt...d0tx..d0tx...the staff there is kinda sh0cked? huhz? where to get a bigger chair 4 him sia!~ lame issit? ... ... ...

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